didn't write something in here for a long time.... well. I was away. I was in Paris for a week. :)  nice city. but it always smells of ****. and there are sooo many people. especially on thursday, the 14th, the people flooded the streets. everywhere you went, there were human beings. you couln't avoid body contact in the metro, you always felt sweating people touching you.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         and for me, as a sporadic misanthrope, that was a little bit too much. so I decided to stay away from Paris on all the coming 14ths of july.

but besides that, the city is really beautiful. there's a lot to see and do. I visited the musée d'Orsay and the centre Pompidou. I love the centre Pompidou. modern art. *yayyy* there are some amazing works.      ***writing this just reminds me that I should paint more often again****

I like being back in Zurich, now.  compared to Paris, everythings so small here. you can reach everything by foot. you don't have to use the metro, there are nice trams in Zurich. and the wheater is nice here as well.

Wednesday, I'm going to Prague. alone. I'm really looking forward to that. I always wanted to travel alone, once, and now, I will. I can just do whatever I want, then. I don't have to care for other's opinions. I don't have to wait for others..........   sure, it might get a little lonesome, having no one to talk to, but I think I'll manage that. ////in one of my favourite books, 'the darma bum', one character says: ''You're saying that now but you'll change your tune soon enough. They all talk brave. But then you get to talkin to yourself. That ain't so bad but don't start answerin yourself, son.''/////          what an appropriate quote.